WOW

Thousands of DVDs -- from the most stupid to the most mind-boggling.

Books -- Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, The Choice, The Arctic Event, Nights in Rodanthe.

Night-out and Events -- Makati, Eastwood, The Fort, Timog, Bay Area, Malate; from Farenheit to Project Runway Finale Show (Philippine Fashion Week).

TV Shows -- Friends, The Tudors, Project Runway Philippines, How I Met Your Mother, Amazing Race and CSI.


And some other things that pushed me to the edge.

Wow, all these, in a matter of 4 weeks.

Moving on and getting things right surely is expensive, not to mention, very sad...

ARGH!

SICK

Im sick. Literally sick. I must have caught the bug, and it 's slowing me down, I hate it.

Hay, how I wish I have someone to cuddle with. Hahaha.

MUSINGS

A friend blogger gets troubled by the seeming hopelessness in Philippine society. I just can't blame him. A lot of people actually share the same sentiment, and it somehow gladdens me.

Because the more people who arrive at such consciousness, the more hope there is for us Filipinos.

A society that tolerates a corrupt government is as corrupt as the whole system itself. The way we apathize over GMA is one proof of that corruption. We have been very vigilant as a people, from the earliest times. In fact, the Spaniards had a difficult time pacifying the Philippines. But as we come close to the 2010, nothing has much changed, we are still that FORGIVING and EASY-TO-DEAL-WITH Filipinos. Not that Im saying those values are wrong, but at some point, they spell doom most of the time.

We were considered one of the most active citizenry in the world before. But lately, people have been numbed by the stagnant state of everything. I really cant blame those Filipinos who seek solace and fortune abroad. "When you're all shitty and sweaty in the kitchen, get out", I think that's what most of them say.

But I like the filth and the never-ending sweatdrops. I always carry a handkerchief for that. I do not want to leave the country. I guess as long as we continue to empower the people, there is still hope for the Philippines. There still hope for this great nation of ours, if we start the change within.

But enough is enough. WILL SOMEONE PLEASE BOMB BATASANG PAMBANSA OR AT LEAST KILL OFF GLORIA? CAN ABS-CBN AND GMA STOP THOSE MIND-NUMBING SHOWS? CAN SOMEBODY CLONE ANDRES BONIFACIO?

That will really make a difference.

GRRRRR....

I simply don't know what to say. I've been in this state for more than 4 months now. Although lately, things haven't been really in my favor, and that this whole thing has finally been coming to a halt, I simply can't move on.

But the really really good thing is that, I've finally given up trying.

You will always be that one who broke my heart. I just hate it that I always feel like crying whenever I think about you, or what might have been. You simply turned my world upside down, and now Im getting it all upright again.

I also stopped expecting for the one. I figured I may just end up broken again. Now, I honestly don't know what to do. Im afraid of the future that awaits me.

I am so unstable right now. Please keep those blades and guns away from me. I might just eat them.

FUCK!

From LYRICSMODE.COM lyrics archive

Song lyrics | The Man Who Can't Be Moved lyrics

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not...broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't stay here,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm

and maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in background]

So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.