Shit really happens.

Whenever Im rattled and about to make a major decision, things just go nuts. Everything involved gets messed up and fucked up, that I can no longer do anything at all, but sit down and smoke.

I just dont know why these things keep happening to me. I dont consider myself a "Hari ng Sablay", but Im starting to feel like one. This morning I've written my lesson plan, and the fucking internet shop doesnt sell diskettes. When I finally get hold of one, the file doesnt save. So I just managed to make some revisions, still after about 10 minutes or so and sacrificing good pictures in it, the file was still too big to be stored. I went home, and dozed myself off, thinking everything will turn out right when I wake up.

And voila! You woke up on the wrong side of the bed and started to condemn my day. I was to too underslept to get things going, thank the goats for coffee, I eventually had the energy to start things over. I went outside, it was 10 pm, and shops were already closed. Ganda.

My appointment tomorrow starts at 830 am, and as of this moment, Im still halfway done. I have invested a lot for this, and I see no profit in return.

It's happening again, for the Nth time. Grrr...